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Eternal Walks of Us

In the rambles of my walks I gather bouquets of illusions.

My hours, a vast perplexity of moments disconnected,

within this land of thatched thickness of grey.

Struggling to comprehend where we disappeared to

I cross one bridge, and head north, away from light.

Why does my once-strong footing now slip and misdirect.

I wear no bonnet for protection,

as I want to hear that voice.

from afar or behind the castle’s moat.

Perhaps a whisper or thought

from under our heart rock.

Visible to spot, should he care to leave a note.

Yonder, lies the trail of our steps, our jaunts and marks,

small and large, four imprints of nostalgia fading.

Images of us, light-hearted, ambling in unison

upon this shelf of moss, were sacred to us…then.

And in this present, a mystic smoke etches our shadows.

Desperation pervades and I ache for more of this eternal cycle.

— Lora

Sentient Pieces


a doorstoop


Often he drops sentient pieces of himself

visible through the lace 

and I pause to consider his fatigue and inclinations.

His honorable schemes, 

 well-intentioned  and virtuous, recognized

and when he walks away

I follow with eye concern

wondering how long

before he configures another means,

unknown to others of undue burdens,

to distribute extra measure of thought, 

a lifeline stretched bi-directionally,

 which carries him

so often, so far

to my waiting door stoop

where the last bits of him

might one day perish.



The Night Carries Us Along

moon in the sky

Photo by Callum Hilton on

Hello, my shadowing friend.

After several seasons of walking on this moor, I have come to know that my most pleasing moments are most noteworthy in the darkness, during those hours when the stars and moon become my beam to travel alongside you.

I feel accommodated and secure, knowing that you step quietly in tandem with me. Only the sound of your spirit is needed for my sympathetic, solemn breathing.

We are discerning and deliberate as we focus on the same personal purpose. You become my guide and I remain assured. We make the journey by night for good reasons and only we know why we must continue in silence. Our secret is to be held close to heart.

When we agreed to enter this personal passage, I didn’t place much consideration into how long it would last but I believe I expected it to endure for a fortnight or two. Never did I consider that our endurance might fail sooner and yet, to this day I am exceedingly aware of your energetic determination to escort me where I care to go.

I wonder if your thoughts permit you to ponder that it might well be that we will collapse.  Possibly also that one of us might consequently finish this trek alone.  Should you fail to sustain me or I, you,  a dejected moon will weep upon the solitary figure left on this moor.

Please make haste and let us arrive before dawn as I am enervated and wish for us to reach our favorite aspen for one last stay before this sojourn ends….And dear one, let us not forget to thank the night for carrying us along.


~ lora

Left Ourselves Behind


Our perfumed essence colors the fabric of this land

We are part of what is left here, remnants of us

Behind the lace curtains the story is written on the panes

Two trekkers hid in the midnight crevices of wanderlust

And our footprints left smudges on the moor.


We won’t be denied because vestiges of us linger

Deep and flawless as the intensity of our determination

Our shadows sigh and remember we passed this way

We paused and played, placating the circadian of destiny

And the fronds understood why we embraced at our destination.


— Lora

I Leave Myself Here ~

a heart

I deliver this special item here, on this large limestone rock, one covered in grey-green moss, hoping for him to notice it. My hand will tremble as I lay it with some hesitation.  I am not confident it will be picked up with the same tenderness I place it. Only quiet birds, peeking at me with their intent and wise eyes, are observant of my posture and trepidation. They understand this desire of my nature to remain silent and discreet.

Will he view my outreached hand as a gesture of trust, wishing to have my gift picked up with similar goodwill, as if this piece of myself is one fragile glass,  built strong  but easily crushable by the wrong manifestation of superimposed intense emotion.

I step back and admire it where it lies,  ready to be discovered and retrieved.   Will it become a token for restoration and confinement in a warm hand where it becomes a possession to keep and comfort.

Will it be treasured as the rays of sun are to the dark moor soil, needing warmth to prevent the saturation that will drown it in its own mire?  Can it live on where its remaining time might be leased in a home of genial freedom and yet protected and possessed with faithful affection?

I slowly walk away, with my hand empty but my  spirit in an enchanted state of hopeful.


~ Lora

In the Tomorrow of my Future


During quiet moments, when the air and my mind is crisp, I am able to extend myself forward to another chapter of my future story.  You see, I am already writing my next life, when I, in my present ashes will travel on to the afterlife and I am the same spirit restored to another form.

In this ever-present future, imagined in my empty hours, I am there, at my soon-to-be-real experience, and I am with HIM — Mr Proper, Mr Paragon, Mr. Poised. I have already given him a name, a look, a scent. He whispers gently and never tires of standing by me. I am thankful when we sit though because I do indeed tire of looking upward at this tall handsome figure.

Our house is white and the clearing we stroll in is always green. The shadows are non-existent. Gray days and drab grounds don’t have a season. The world revolves slowly and the hours fly by at the right tempo, that which is set by our contented hearts.

When death ends this current journey, it will be necessary to turn the page and propel the spirit to the legend of another epic time or space where I might very well find myself most pleased…or at least, that is my hope on this day of rumination.


~ lora


A Farewell Lost



Dearest friend,

It’s been half a year and a fortnight since you left us and I still dwell on the times you swept these  wooden floors with your long skirts, when you were in love and the exhilaration of romance kept you in a state of emotional exhaustion.   You didn’t choose to leave us nor to abandon those lavish weekends  of perfume, wine, and that adoring man who wore white ruffled shirts.    

 There are scrolls of meaning written in the dust under the furnishings of the parlor where your thin legs ached from many hours of music and waltz. But you refused to recline because you wished extravagant highlights for your youth and you desired for the evenings to endure way past the midnight hour.  His arms held you tight and you wanted to remain in his masculine hold way past  clock reminders of needed rest.

Mother supplicated with you to pace yourself and to  invite the gentleman for infrequent intervals but you were desperate to lean on his hard chest with your smiling cheek pressed against it.  It was your time to  weep and sing while  the curls of your crinoline left traces of your grand steps in tandem with his.  On the armrest of your chair you’d  forget the lacy hankie that could’ve wiped the poignant tears that pierced the emotions of those moments.  You danced on and on, unconcerned about the pain that would wake you the next sunrise.  

Moonlight brings back memories of you and this evening I can visualize you through the front lawn windows where the sheer drapes outline the silhouette of your soul residing in the drawing room.   Your gentleman still stops by to have tea with us but I know he is only here to touch your spirit and revisit those years when he hummed for you the songs that engaged your togetherness.

 You were a singularly compatible couple, similar of features in physique and grace.  He knew his time with you was precious and never failed to call after you’d sent him notes encased in a glove.  The glove was returned with a knock and his extended hand of requited love.

 Laura, my dear friend, I know nothing can bring a response from you but will you permit me to at least deliver this notion that I carry for so long a time.  It was when you departed on that last coach to the western grasslands that I came to learn what a devoted friend you had found in him.  He, about whom you wrote whispers of sentiments at your desk in the wee hours of the night, cared very much about you. 

 It came to be that I arrived an hour after your departure that night, approaching your home from the northwest corner of the estate.   He had apparently failed to appear in time to send you off with satisfaction of reciprocal parting words. And when I arrived, his cart was parked at that remote location of the property.  He sat with his dark head hung in sadness, alone, and brooding in dejection and devastation for the loss he had just experienced.  He loved you; I know he loved you!  But, he failed to declare his admiration and affection for you and now he weeps with deep remorse.

We never anticipated that we’d never see you again but he, in his heart of wisdom, must’ve known that the final goodbye had just occurred.   The regrets he carries are burdensome, I am inclined to believe.   He is surely of sorrow for failing to promise you the commitment that he had aimed to please you with and now  he must now carry regret until his dying day.

 Please know that your presence with us continues. We walk these bending hills expecting to arrive upon you and that you’ll meet us with your endearing  gentle smile.   You brought immense cheer to us and we hope to find you again when fate takes us through another cycle of rebirth and reconnection.


 Yours affectionately, 




Dear Lora



When you met with him you carried heather

in your basket, initialed,  along with his hankie

to wear the fragrance of him

as close to you as possible.  

He sought you, in response to your affection

and you wore the sparkles of his admiration

reflected from his eyes

on your bosom’s bouquet of love.  


It is apparent and most evident

that he is smitten of you

but how will you deign

to assure him of  mutual adoration

if the willow tree has gone to cinders

and you have no place to drop your hankie?   


– lora

Our Fine Way

How warmly his heart knows mine

that it can encapsulate me

 like a mellow spring flowing fine

And that we simultaneously lean forward

toward the same breeze  entwined.


How well his nature calms mine 

that I do glisten and hum along

 to heart song strumming on hearts’  lining

And that our declared souls shall brim

writing our story in mutual pining. 


~ lora



Releasing Our Wild Flowers

Heather above Rosedale in the North York Moors National Park in the evening, North Yorkshire, England, United Kingdom

I line up the initial stanza words

like blooms ready to burst,

 placing them into their homes

in euphemisms, some lucid with impact

 sorted through collages 

sifted through sieves, and they touching,

teach and reach other with respective fragrance,

understanding their purpose in being

wherefore I place, with pleasure

the staging of their performance.


And thus I begin

Dear one, the you of the woodland’s shoreline.

Often are the times you row to that distant cove

where you prefer to pine, your favorite spot

below the boughs of hanging branches.”



Which flowers shall I pick today,

clover, penny wort, heather ?


I know, dearest, that we must devour life

before death consumes us

and we should select the best of nature

to release into the diagram of our tilled rows.


Between the layers of the pinks and browns

live our earth souls, plumped with purple longings, 

residing in a cemetery of old hopes and new dreams

dying to resurrect themselves in a new garden,

and we must not let them down.”


I open the window and on a shred of light

begin this missive,

one wishing to grow from my inner element.   


~ lora